My Brokenness Indicator

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The issue of being broke has been a very serious problem to people especially in my country I wouldn’t know if it’s global. Being broke is a situation where one is financially incapable of sorting out some financial responsibilities. For the past years I have seen myself in this situation and to say it has not really been an exciting experience for me. Especially when they were times I was able to sort out my financial responsibilities with ease so seeing myself broke now most times makes me feel depressed. But however one must keep pushing whether broke or not.

When I say I am broke I am seriously broke, and this means me having difficulty to provide some basic needs for myself like eating what my taste bud as I am more of a foodie so my inability to provide food for myself is one indicator that I am broke. Also taking care of myself well as a woman including prioritizing self-care, changing my wardrobe, changing my hair as when I should, and other things.
Ever since I lost my life savings on a business I invested in and after I left my work to pursue my academics, life has really not been the same, I have had difficulty in footing my basic needs as before here making me term my present state as being broke.

Before, I was this person that if I want to cook a pot of soup just for my consumption because I really prioritized eating well I have to make sure that everything and even more is included in the soup but now I just have to eat anything I see so far it holds the stomach. Imagine that being in campus where you should always at all times appear nice and sweet like a baby girl but being that you cannot afford the kind of lifestyle you wish to live I just have to lay cool. So these are indicators that I am broke.

One of the days my friends wanted to hangout and we were asked to contribute a token as low as five thousand naira and unfortunately for me I couldn’t even boast of a one thousand naira on me I felt so bad because I was actually left behind and I couldn’t join them to the hangout because I couldn’t afford the fixed amount for the hangout and even the dress code for the hangout. Omor seriously that day my life was not the same as I felt so depressed and wish I had never loosed my money in the business I invested my life savings in because if the business was actually running I wouldn’t be in this situation. I would have still been living comfortably regardless even if I left my job.

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