Hive-Reachout Weekly Prompt 55/// "What Is Your Temperament?"

Talking about myself I have many traits. I have many things that make up the component of myself I'm a loving person yes I love to an extreme I love especially things that are good I love excellence I'm a person that want everything to be right no matter what it takes I want everything to be right what I eat I want it to be prepared very well what I drink I want it from a good source what I do my academics I become restless if anything around me is not excellent I feel bad I feel down casted anytime I see myself not getting it right yes I know failure comes at times but in my case if I'm not the best I'm disturbed because I do everything possible to always keep myself at the top so I'm a person that love excellence I'm easily disturbed once I'm not getting excellence anytime I'm not getting that which I want I feel uncomfortable and it can affect my countenance because my countenance always change if things doesn't go right immediately and at some point I'm also impatient towards many things ah yeah, if i want something now then i want it done immediately.

It shouldn't take time because I'm a person that easily get fed up so if it doesn't come when I want it that means I think it's not for me or I'm not worth getting it or I'm not qualified to get it so I insist on everything I want immediately so impatient though most times I do some things but I just want everything now so and I'm an emotional person I get emotionally attached to things I get emotionally attached to persons even though they hurt me I think it does it's not hard for me to let go especially if I am in love with that person especially if I have some mutual kind of feeling for a person so I become emotional if the person is sick it affects me I feel it if the person is down in one way or the other. I get even emotional about things happening in my society I become scared if I see some things that are not going well around me even though it's not happening to me there's a way I feel and I have a sense of insecurity especially if something has ever frightened me I become insecure especially if someone say any word or even though the person is saying it jokingly but I take it to heart and I become insecure anytime around that person.

I have trust issues, I have trust issues don't know maybe it's because of the past things that happen during childhood but as a person I have trust issues ah I easily trust people so I don't know if it's ok to call it trust issues. smiles. but, I can as well say I don't easily trust, it depends on my the first impression you make, that will determine my level of trust for you. If I trust someone and I become so free with them, I could say or do anything around then I don't feel ashamed around them. And also, i don't really expect anything from anybody no matter who the person is whether a close friend or family when I feel betrayed I just walk away and once I lost the trust I have for you I begin to suspect every thing you do. so whatever move you take I'll always feel that something is fishy somewhere and I walk away easily because I'm easily angered especially when betrayed and if I'm angered I tend to pour out myself immediately I tell you things how it is and how I feel immediately I don't want to know how you feel but I want to really express myself to tell you that I'm not happy I don't like what you are doing and you should also know how I feel. You should be able to feel the way I feel for it not to happen again yeah that's my kind of person and I love being pampered a lot, care care care care I love care so much. I also care for others too and also love to be cared for.

I think at some point I am an introvert yeah I am an introvert at some point I can just stay all by myself just talk to myself even though I have people around especially in this world of technology, that makes it more easy for me to be by myself. So I can be all to myself but I'm not a shy type not that I'm not outspoken, I'm outspoken I know how to engage in conversation but most time I believe staying alone is my peace of mind so I decide to stay alone sometimes. I'm known in my area as someone who is always minding her business, someone who doesn't want to mingle with other people, some one who would just pass quietly to where ever she's going. It is only close friends and family that knows I talk a lot. hahaha. I just like the introvert kind of feeling, my introvert kind of nature help me to focus on some certain things. it's a thing of joy ah so when I go out then I socialize, take pictures, go partying if I'm free and try to catch fun especially with loved ones to learn new things and try to always be on board that's the kind of person I am.