Real or Not.

I approach the doors of his office gingerly, slightly anxious as to what his reaction or response may be, I've rehearsed and replayed this scene over and over in my head to go in my favour a couple of times which I very well know might just be a figment of my imagination but really, what would I do if this encounter goes South?.

I push the thought out of my head as I lift my hand to knock, I immediately remember his rule to not knock but freely enter as long as it's important. Well......this is important right?. I swiftly usher myself into the office before I begin to barrage myself with questions that'll make me lose my confidence.

It takes a great deal of self control for me not to turn around and bolt right out of the door when my eyes meet his which are a fiery shade of green. He's sitting behind his desk, bent over some paper work....as usual but still looking absolutely gorgeous.....as usual. God, what is wrong with me?. 'Amelia concentrate, you've got this'. I silently encourage myself.

'I wasn't expecting you today Miss Hayes', he said, looking at me with slightly raised brows. Hmph, I scoff inwardly, still dismissive as ever, but I've come too far now to let his dismissive demeanor deter me. 'I know today is my day off and I'm really sorry if this is a bad time but I need to tell you something, can I sit?'. I ask. 'Sure, is there any problem?'. You sitting there looking sinfully beautiful is my problem, your scent toying with my senses, vivid images of your carefully sculpted face disturbing my sanity, dreams of you naked....beside and inside me whilst staring into those green orbs on your face, you......

I am brought back to reality when Dmitri snaps his fingers a few inches away from my face. 'Hey, is everything alright?, you just zoned out for a minute there?'. I can feel the heat rising to my cheeks which I'm pretty sure are tainted a slight shade of red by now. 'I'm fine, it's just....'. I trail off as I look up and meet his eyes staring at me intently and I can almost glimpse a hint of tenderness in his gaze.....or maybe I'm just seeing things. 'Dmitri, I have feelings for you'. I blurt out in a rush meeting his eyes again. 'I don't understand why I feel this way but I can't deny that I'm highly attracted to you'

His expression remains unfazed as he continues to stare at me, silent. By now, I feel the embarrassment induced tears threatening to fall. I blink as I try to keep them at bay. 'I understand this is unethical and could pose a problem so I'll tender my resignation letter first thing in the morning. I've completed every pending paper work necessary for you till you find a new secretary. I'm really sorry for taking up your time Mr Salvatore, it was a pleasure working for you. I'll take my leave now'. I rise and head to the door, my head bowed low in shame, my face red with embarrassment.

'I don't think I've dismissed you Amelia'. His rich baritone stops me dead in my tracks and I turn slowly to face him. 'Your resignation letter will not be accepted so don't bother submitting it'. He says, getting up from his chair. 'Dmitri but I.....'. 'Amelia'. He cuts me off gently, by now, he's standing in front of me, his hand outstretched, reaching towards me.....wait, am I imagining things?. 'I equally have feelings towards you that I do not understand, everytime you walk through those glass doors into this office or when you're sitting behind your desk, your brown eyes behind your glasses focused on your screen, your hair tied in a bun.....Amelia I have this insane desire to claim you, to commit every part of you to memory, every single part.....but I didn't know if you felt the same so I held back, I didn't want things to get awkward between us or break any work ethics but now I know you feel like this, I'd do anything to keep you by my side. I don't care Amelia, I want you, I must have you and I will burn anyone who stands in our way'. He declares with such intensity in his eyes as I have never seen before. I can swear my heart stops beating as he pulls me closer, the heat of his body pronounced against mine. 'Dmitri......I don't know what to say'. 'Just say yes', he says. His voice is low and almost a whisper, 'let us kindle this flame between us Amelia'. He's whispering in my ear now which gives me an ample avenue to inhale a copious amount of his cologne, his spicy scent gives me a heady feeling and I gasp in pleasure. I can feel him hard and ready at the base of my stomach, his breath fanning my face as our faces are just inches away from each other. I try to back away but he grips me firmly, his hands resting gently on my waist. I part my lips to speak but words fail me and in a flash, his lips are on mine, gentle but demanding. Any iota of reasoning I have left flies out the window as his tongue begins exploring every corner of my mouth, we deepen the kiss as his hands firmly grab my butt and gives a gentle squeeze. I rub my palms against his well chiseled torso slightly squeezing his hard chest. We pull away, each out of breath but looking at each other like we depend on one another for air.

I take his lips into mine savouring the mint taste as I suck on it while our tongues intertwine, he's slightly taller than me so I stretch to put my arms around his neck, fisting his hair as the fire blazed within us. He growls softly as he sends papers flying haphazardly off his desk to the floor, he lifts and places me on it with his arms around me and my legs wrapped around him invitingly. His lips leave mine as he places warm needy kisses on my neck, he brushes the sensitive spot beneath my ears and I slip out a tiny moan but his ear catches it cause he bites down on my neck, sucking and kissing that spot intently as I moan louder. His kisses begin to slide down my neck as I place my hands at the back of his head to guide him towards my breasts, one of his hands leave the desk as he cups and fondles me. He unbuttons my shirt slightly and runs his tongue between my cleavage, sucking and biting the skin at almost the same time, my back arcs of it's own will and my head is thrown back in ecstasy as I moan again. He goes back to kissing me and fondling my breast at the same time, swallowing my moans with his mouth on mine. As his hands slowly drift under my blouse to unhook my bra, drawing idle lines with his fingers on my back as he makes his way, I can hear my name being faintly called, 'Amelia......Amelia, you're going to be late for work'. My eyes flutter open to see Eliana peering down at me ......fuck..... I sign exasperatedly as I discover it was only just a dream.

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