Starting To Realize - A Freewrite

I realized that when some people are available as in they are readily available we are seeing them all around you feel you pick offense like you are doing this too much you’re doing this much just the particular colleague of mine men it does disturb me every now and then as every time to point that out I broke my my phone screen because of his play play play play attitude but for a week now he has gone only leaves and actually.

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I really missed this like that just like the atmosphere creates the atmosphere of playfulness thoughts boringness like that when it sees you mooji he wants to shake you to just make you come alive come off of what is holding you recently as he went on leave now I just want it right we miss people and so many times when they are around we tend to say they are disturbing they are disturbing but part of course being for people around people to communicate with people that loves and show interest in you people that just want you to be good just be the best of yourself because I remember when I was strong that I was not really active I’m also a playful person but that was not really actually don’t come to me pick up my hand they will shake me I was sent to sleep due to the tiredness I was feeling inside they were shaped me off from that stress and pull me up and seriously that it was helpful at that time because I was able to apostle that that had neither was wearing me down and making me restless so many things they would buy things and crying gives me just to make me just like it’s seriously.

I’m really grateful and at the same time I really missed it so they’re going to come back and with time when they are back on there and everybody will start and they’re back from their leave everybody will start their normal life it’s quiet at work for the time being now because a lot of people I’m gonna leave now no holiday