Through My Eyes: Times and Seasons

Today like every other day, I surrender to the now. I accept and forgive myself for past mistakes. I learn to live and not just exist. I am intentional with myself and my relationships. I am full of love, guided by wisdom with understanding.

Growth is a process, it involves smooth roads, steep curves, narrow corners and potholes. It’s a never ending journey. There is no such thing as static. Most times, it feels like we are in the same place for a long period but there is a transition that happens while we find ourselves there.

Reflection makes it apparent to me how time has been and still remains my greatest asset. Sometimes, there is a drastic change that involves turning tables and sometimes, it’s a silent noise. It just happens within. Perspectives change, reasoning and behavior changes, even thoughts experience a level up.

I don’t know what to call this most of the time. It always feels like I’m static and then, I notice tinges of color at the edges of my gray canvas. It’s a process. Even the waiting, doubting, crying are all processes.