Torn between being Good & Health or being on Drug & Fucked up

Life is a fine balance and I tend to not have any. Its either high highs or low lows or just insanity.
Insanity is the most fun.

Life is good, but slow.


Gotta wait an entire month before getting paid, meh :c
Gotta wait another year before I get dividends from my ETF's again, meh.


I am not the best at slowing down for good and worse! I recently went to the ER because I touched a exposed copper wire while out on the job.
So ye, not a good idea. I am fine no doubt, but I still need to remind myself to take it slow or at least just stop and think for a second xD

Also the guy I walk with is insanely slow and my adhd can not deal with that xD
So if I know we need to do something and I know how to do, I just do it as this point. I have only been in the company 1 month, so I am still crazy new to everything almost :D

My mind is so bored on my days off or in the weekends even if I only have 1 day where I dont have anything to do. I just want to do anything basically xD
I should properly find a sport to do on the weekends just to get out of the house to feel something and not wanted to do dumb shit :p



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Hey, I’m typing as fast as I can! 😜
Have you ever considered learning the ukulele?

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Ehm, fuck no :p

A violine is more prestige! :D

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OH YEAH well this song is titled “Grrrr Raaar Hisssss!”

I was standing on top-of helpless violins all while performing this vitamin D frenzy induced savage music for garbage collectors in a ditch soiled by the urban remains of the Los Angeles river! 😂❤️‍🔥✌️

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Wtf, thats amazing dude :D

Sry for the late answer xD

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