RE: A breast lump made me count my regrets

Thank you for the heartfelt comment and emotional support! 🤗 I am strong but I am also learning that I dont't have to be all the time, that it is ok to ask for help or admit that I am a bit over my heels with some matters.

It is so easy to regret the stuff I did not do yet I know it serves me no good to ruminate over it. Some circumstances are beyond our control. I do realize that right now in the world there might be people who are married and have the children and hate their lives as they are not happy. It is tempting to idealize a goal we did not reach. I know that on the other side of the coin I would have been miserable if my previous partnerships would have ended in marriage and with children. Boy would I have had some serious mental issues only when I think about that! And those partners would not have been happy either. You see...life just is. And this lump shows me that I must take the steps I was afraid to take and use my time for me.

On the 30th I will have my breast MRI done and depending on the results the biopsy might be next. For sure I hope it will all end after the MRI. I rather deal with a lump that I constantly have to monitor rather than with anything else I dread at this point. I shall see. It is in God's hands now.