Mushrooms and thoughts about the darkness

The forest...

the forest is foggy,
dark,
cold,
rainy

the forest is spooky,
calm,
noisy

in the darkness grows the life

as the mycel is growing in the earth
connected with all the trees
plants
and living in the cycle of mother nature's processing rebirth's, awakenings and spiral-shaped grows

any time she is creating
something new is happening
something new is born
we can feel it in our inner
because even if everything is dark
even if the life is growing in the darkness
like the unborn is growing in the dark cave of mother's womb
the seeds sprouts out of darkness

we can find in the darkness of our inner self
the light
the little flame of fire
which is constantly there
which is holding all together
which gives us the life energy
to motivate
go on
carry for the necessary
this what life is calling us
to live here
at the moment we are here

mother nature is always speaking to us
in her different shapes of beauty
her beauty seems to be destructive
seems to be frustrated
seems to be frigthening

just because
we are afraid of ourself darkness
while the darkness of mother nature is one's like a mother's warmth embracing our inner divine spark
our individual spark of vitality and will.

so will also the fungi recycle themself,
to give their descendants the most fertil soil
which they began to cultivate
only because they cultivate themself.

on this knowledge we are getting to know through life challenging adventurs the fundament is build on which all the other people also can profit of

so why shouldnt it be frightening to be part of the cycle of life?
to sprout,
grow,
bloom,
unfold the layers of the secrets,
linger,
and
carry on
go on,
transgress,

time passes
or is the time just time
and we are passing
because we are the passagier
or the passant

if we would be the passagier
there would be a ship which is predetermined constructed to get in

but
if we are the passant
which is walking through all the different options of traces
we could create the frame of the situation which is building the novelty

well,

fascinating?

(freewrite so forgive me for english ^^^)

bye bye