Today I can speak of my relief

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Today I can speak of my relief,
to say that I gave myself to you completely,
that I never asked you for anything in return,
that I limited myself only to love you.
Many times your actions hurt me,
I became convinced that love hurts a lot,
you became my greatest torment,
sleepless nights suffer in my body.
I understand that I thought I could not live without you,
I was overcome with despair when I saw myself without you,
I embraced my body and filled myself with regrets,
that's why I unburden so many feelings today.
I lived prey to the convenience of your desires,
I took refuge in your arms and your kisses,
yet it hurt because you only used me,
my heart then broke into pieces again.