A thousand pearls fall down my cheeks

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A thousand pearls fall down my cheeks
in my infinite ocean,
overflowing my being, they fall slowly like downpours
like downpours, they carry your name
they have engraved it with fire
my tears have dried up
my eyes are completely flooded
I can't see the horizon without you
I try to calm this downpour
with your captivating smile
or your fragrance of freshly cut honeysuckles
to wet earth, to coffee grinds
I live trying to survive without you
because sinti, I survive the pain
of not having you, to this absence that burns
this pain does not cease, it is absent for moments
and then it invades me completely
until I fall in front of you and you hurt me so much
that there is nothing to calm this emptiness
because without you it's a boredom
my infinite ocean bears your name
and my pain grows bigger every day
sometimes it's applied
but it's there in that corner
my tears do not cease
and they gush out in gushes
because you are no longer with me
you my infinite ocean will always be
I will always send kisses to the sky
because you are my infinite ocean