A day shattered by urgent notification.

Please grab a chair and sit, probably you can cry with me also.

I woke up with a very exciting heart.
A mind ready to face the possibility of the day.
All I wanted was to enjoy my peace.
Maybe just closed from work and take a nap. Is this too much to ask for?.

For the Past how many days, have been feeling weak, the weakness that I don't know the cause. I took out time to rest during the weekend, but was it enough? "no"

Just when I was having my peace yesterday, I saw a notification that needs urgent attention. "Your file was seen where it was not supposed to"

So many questions ran through my mind, questions that had no answer.
I was supposed to go for a shoot, I put a call across my photographer only for me to forget what I wanted to tell her.
I ended up saying something else and talking about my file that was seen in a strange place.
Maybe I was just over thinking, I spoke to a friend of mine, how wired have been feeling this days.
He suggest, I need a therapy.
Therapy for what?.
I moved on as though nothing happened.

I woke today, forgetting about everything, maybe I just wanted to enjoy my peace while it last. Only for me to receive a notification, about my project. At this point, I could not take any longer. I broke down with no tears. But my expression will say it all.

I ran out to find out what the problem was. Concerning the project, it was all signed. The question again " why didn't she checked properly?.

I picked up the work and head back home. With joy in my inner heart. While going back, I remembered the file I was supposed to check what happened. I went back, only for me to realise that the form I submitted four months ago, hasn't been signed. So many questions filled my heart, "how did I forget to follow up this? Why did she not tell me the form hasn't been signed. But told me she took it to faculty, why's it still here".

At that point I cried, as one who has just been abandoned by the parents.
I asked the guy in charge the way forward, he made matters worst.
I left the office, and the first thing that came to my mind was" God remember the covenant".
Then I reached out to my bestie to tell about the situation.

I will come back to share the testimony in due time.
I promise you all.