Take a morning walk while enjoying the sunrise

Surely some of you really want what I do like the one in this picture, this is very fun, but this is not fun for me, I don't wake up early, but here I am heading home to rest in the morning. I am an ordinary worker who works at night, I have been doing this for almost two years, it is not my wish and there is nothing enjoyable in this job apart from the first day, namely pay time, the energy and time I spend working at night is very risky for my health. big and it's not much with the results I get, leaving this job is not the right solution, because looking for work now is very difficult and I also have no support from the environment and family at all so I often feel lonely, my spirit is often broken by the people around me, they don't know what really happened to me and they don't know my condition. When I go home like the one in the picture below, this is the time I use to have fun, sing, think about funny things, tell stories to myself, and of course keep thinking about my own future. don't feel what I feel*