Letting her go was painful..
Sometimes life is very unfair to us like it’s not something that we want how it to be written by god in. Our destiny but we always wants that those magical moments and those pretty memories of being with the most loved person in our life gets end like it never existed…
In the starting it feels like we both are perfectly meant to be each others better half and like god have written our story which never gonna end, and the bond remains same for the entire life, and then suddenly a wave of negativity and unhappiness comes to your life and take away all the pretty things and that joyful moment with itself like it was never meant to be yours…
Most of the time I think sitting alone in my room that how can something so beautiful can be erased or dissolved so easily..
You know when both of you loves each other that same way and with the same energy then in the end the destiny will steal that person from you..
If your love does not fade up than the consequences will be like that you have to leave that person
With your heart full of love and your eyes full of tears…
You just have to say them good bye smilingly inside knowing that you would never wanted it to be like this in the end, and never wanted to loose that person which matters a lot to you..
It is true that happy endings only exists in the movies and in our delusive world but in the real life you would have to face the bitter truth and have to accept that now you both doesn’t have the same paths for the entire life..
Human makes promises of being with them till the end but no one knows what to happen next of the moment..
People leaves but their memory and their gifted things will stay with you all the time in your heart and in your mind…
Love them to the fullest when they are with you cause in the end god will not give you the enough time to express your love for them to the fullest,
Spend quality time with them as much as possible cause in the end there will be only the regret and pain will be there..
Every moment with her is a lifetime therapy for me as whenever I thought about those moments it feels like she is with me and sitting next to me as I never lost her…
She is in my mornings with the first thought of the day,
She is in my nights as the last thought I remain before sleep..
Even she is not here with me but whenever I miss her I just took the small gift which she gave me and it remains me of her presence..
There is a saying in Hindi which I am converting to English…and it goes like,
If there is something that belongs to you and is yours it will come back to you in every condition,
But if it is not yours, it will not gonna be yours and it doesn’t matter what efforts you would make to get it..!!
I can’t express my feelings in words for her that how much I love her,
But yes all I could say in the end is,
I REALLY LOVED HER WITH FULL OF MY HEART AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER AS THE SAME.
ALL THE PICTURES ARE TAKEN BY ME AND ARE ORIGINAL.
Thanks for reading my blog…
Hope you all liked it.
Ayush.