For When Life Gets out of Control

Our lives are meant to be disrupted. Things are supposed to go missing without reasonable closure like that piece of cutlery that disappears without trace. It is in life's nature to be difficult, unpredictable and unstable. Death is a natural possibility for everything, regardless of all our effort to maintain control and avoid mistakes. Chaos is weaved into every fiber with techniques beyond our discoveries. Every step we take, every breath we draw brings us closer to a possible undoing.

A few years ago, I would never have imagined the life I have now, but here I am. Though I have never been one to imagine or dream a lot about the future; the present moment has always been my safe space. I tend to only feel comfortable with what I'm doing right now, these thoughts in my head and the keys I'm tapping on on my computer. I have since learnt to take responsibility for right now, to the best of my ability. Anything can happen this moment unexpectedly and it helps not think of these occurrences in a negative light, there are just accidents.

Life is a mystery. That is the much we can understand. Trying to make sense of it all, in a bit to either be proactive or prepared is where we lose it. It is a lost battle, which we can win by trying not to. Perspectives from our opinions, understanding and principles of life. It is also what blinds us from the fuller picture, from reaching out to lives beyond our comfort zones.

I have only one goal in this life - to live it, and to do that I have to rid myself of fear. I am hardly scared of anything, I have no fear for the unknown, but relatively curious about it. I used to have heavy mind-boggling questions for the universe but not anymore. Chasing these mysteries kept me from finding the answers I needed. I stopped pursuing and started attracting because I realized I was operating in a state of lack and incompleteness, lacking form and valuable resources, because there was a lot I thought I needed to understand. The answers were littered in the tiny details of my life, I just had to embrace them.

Being too panicky or anxious about the future can keep us from actually living. The one thing we should all be trying to do well is living. And we cannot live without total acceptance of the mysteries and surrender to the constant imminent chaos that besiege us. Our lives can bloom or boom at any instance and that's just wild. The only human thing to do is be, remain and sustain through the madness. We are blessed with unique abilities and resources to create such beautiful lives for ourselves, we are equally equipped to do quite the damage.

My gospel is always to lean toward love, ease and balance. We don't have to put effort towards the ugly or intentionally create negative energies because life can do bad all on its own. We owe it to ourselves to choose love and to be at peace when it gets out of control.

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