01# STRONG BOLD GIRL MAY IT SEEMS – Get to know me on losing tracks/Introductory Post!

Who's this young lady? they call me EASY GO LUCKY, but to those people who didn't really know me.
Aside from it my besties, real friend and family describe me as STRONG SOLDIER of all time.
But they didn't know I only need to do it for the sake of my future self to be proud. So, who really am I?

Hi there fellas I'm glad you came up here and hoping you read my journey up until end.
My name is April Jade Calfonso Bulante, sounds too long right? but you can call me love, just kidding! my fellow friends call me Pring or Per but I prefer calling me "Pril". I am Agriculturist by profession but loves to play numbers and formulas all at once. I wanted to share my little by little journey of my life by reciprocating diary, to share my ups and down events of my life that serves realization and mutual opinion includes disappointment, failure and happy moments also. I'm hoping that you could regain memories and reflects more, about yourselves; as much as I do.
A LITTLE PEEK

I’m currently 25 living on the planet earth, I must say that life usually didn’t goes well as we planned. Have you even encounter trying to aim that thing to become yours? but ended up failed and disappointments of yourself? Like a movie series of "Godfather part 3" that all those decisions you make has a big impact of the others that kills mental health and become anxious everytime.

I am 3rd of the youngest and grew up in a non showing love family but nurture me independently of my parents. My mom and dad give their sweat and blood to provide all of the needs, despite that we became humble and having humanitarian behavior. Moreover; my family is my greatest inspiration to give all as I can. When I was remember my mom says "It's okay if you're not honor or having high grades, as long as you pass and not having red marks on the card, that's achievement for us". I know they reassure me but no. I started to excel my academic at the age of 5-6 years of age that craves knowledge and thirsty of validation of my teacher and classmates. Glory to God my both parents are still alive and kicking at the moment, but not physically strong as younger days.
I enjoyed my highschool and college years even years had passed. I made a circle of friends that helps each other's company, joined organization, department publication and academic performance by competing different grade level. Aside from writing, I also love to read, dance, sing and do makeup tutorial sometimes.

Not like the other student they’ll get the course they wanted, during entrance exam I know my stanine/score are not high enough to get my dream course which is Business Administration so I ended taking Agriculture and graduated with Bachelor Degree of Agriculture - Major in CropScience. I am now Licensed Agriculturist after I graduated to my 4 years course with just one take, and I thank God of another trophy the he given me. After months of reviewing another anxiety crawling to my body and soul. Adulting stage and hunger to worked immediately anxious me cryptically that I need to give our needs because I am no longer responsibility of my parents anymore. Myself overthink too much and asking what future my life could bring and pressuring myself to get all that job like live streaming, youtube monetization and casino agents as wfh even it pays 10 dollars atleast in 8 hours.

I said earlier life usually didn’t goes well as we planned but God made it, he choose the pathway for me, to rethink and mold me even brighter. Until 6months my dad refer me to his colleagues and weeks after someone beep me up that I had an interview, the days after. I am more excited than before but at the same time a little nervous on how working environment goes. I overwhelmed to my 1st, 2nd and 3rd payroll I received and drained with 0 savings. Realization bump onto me that I should tidy up my unthinking way of being fresh graduate employee. Alot of crisis and planned had been furnished and felt I'm stucked on the ground up until end of the rainy days. The strong soldier became weak and lost.
In a blink of an eye of todays present, I'm slowly weaken my capabilities of what I am before. The achievement turns to losing the old me and caught handed without a trace. The question now, How I was before? How I do that? I am really ended up here? a one of the failure that losing their tracks.
REBIRTH:

I asking myself before, but I didn't know the lacks on me and who completes of me was always there, waiting for me to comeback. My own family, the same blood who believed in me at the very 1st. The wrecking motor is slowly functioning again and back on track. I started to redo my skills and give a shot by enrolling another skills on tesda. Baking bread and pastries during these days and enjoyed my sweet little moments with my classmates and made also to my family. My relatives hangout with us outside of the city were we lived, somewhere top of the city lights that brought everyone of us a breath of fresh air and peace of mind. Without saying anything I know they always on my back no matter what. Many years passed and still the same, reassure me that it will always be fine.
The flower constantly bloomed and living to the fullest. From then on, I will no longer lost; whatever life given me because fear is a part of our growth and masters us to be strong and live again and again.

Moreover, after taking baking journey I continue enrolling of other course like Trainers Methodology that connected on my previous course, while not leaving my job/past and current job and blessly I'm now on my 16months of work. With the help of God and people surrounds me I know there’s rainbow after the rainy day with brighter future ahead of me.

On the other hand I'm practicing work life balance as mid 20's girly. Hopefully I can master and improve the importance in different dimension of wellness.

Caught me positively to @antonette post about this opportunity that shows truly my ideal feelings without second thought. She helped too much and give guidance on how this platform really works. My eagerness to share my different journey on the rainy and sunny days, which found on one of my recipe of writing. She gave patience and shared meaning and knowledgeable rules and policy about posting and stuff. I do understand that Ai is prohibited and no longer exist on this platform which I promise to abide. I fully understand the high quality of photos and engaging with the community and reconnect them with different perception, interest and knowledge as much as I do.
Thus, I vouch that all of this and future post are based on my experienced from my whole heartedly willingness soul.
However, my photos were captured personally on mobile phone but enhanced it through the help of canva, capcut, remini and beautycam.
So, join with me as I cherish my gem towards blogging, discovering growth, opportunities and sharing journey to ups and down in this platform.