Me & The ADHD (2) Impulsivity
I've always been an impulsive man, I've done everything impulsively, on spot, I never had to think about anything before doing it.
Before I know I had ADHD I thought it's just my personality I thought it's just me I was born this way maybe that's who I am and this made me accepted more but when I knew that it's the ADHD in me I didn't feel unique or special I didn't feel like this is a part of me it's more of a part of a disease. If you know what I mean.
The main problem is is you can make decisions in a second and then face the consequences of these decisions for a lifetime after. And also impulsive purchasing has led me into debt, an extreme one.
I thought I was just spontaneous but then I got to know that I have a problem that part of it is physical and the other part of it is emotional or mental but I'm not just a spontaneous person I have ADHD.
I'm trying to work on my attitude by always reminding myself that I have ADHD and being self-aware whenever I try to do something impulsively I try to stop myself and remind myself that this is not me this is the ADHD in me.