Me & The ADHD (1)
In May, 2021, I was diagnosed with ADHD. That wasn't really shocking to me, I primarily went to the therapist because I thought I had borderline personality disorder. I knew for a long time I had a problem, one that is probably out of my hands but I never knew what it was.
Being diagnosed with ADHD started giving me answers to questions that I had for a lifetime like for example why can't I ever focus at school in the class why do I always have problems with motivation why can't I force myself to do things that are fairly simple and everyone else is doing them like attending a final exam for example. A million questions that I asked myself and never found an answer for.
Of course comes the initial phase where you just blame everything on the ADHD but then comes the maturity phase which you are more aware of your disease or mental illness and your more able to decide what had to do with your personal behavior or attitude and what else that has to do with ADHD.
And you might be asking about the symptoms of ADHD what makes you so sure you have it well I have impulsive purchasing I have tendency to speed and put myself into very dangerous situations where adrenaline is stimulated. I have problems with attention focus forgetfulness, mood swings and a lot more.
I can't tell you what exactly is going wrong with me but what I feel is the association from reality and throughout the series I'll be talking about a certain problem for every post.