Migraine is a nightmare

Exactly a week ago I remember that I was here at home about to do crazy things to get rid of the unbearable headache I felt, it is something that has happened to me before and always comes from seasons of maximum stress until I reach a point where it ends up exploding that horrible pain, a pain that does not let you do anything, which you feel that it will never end and you are even afraid when you feel relief because you know it will come back stronger.
In my adolescence I remember that my dad suffered from a horrible migraine for weeks, he had to go to the doctor because according to his words the pain was unbearable, he cried and screamed, I just thought he was exaggerating, but for some years now the same thing has been happening to me and now I can understand that it was not really exaggeration, I think this time I was lucky because this pain lasted exactly 9 days without stopping, Before that, two years ago I had it for two weeks, and believe me I am not exaggerating when I tell you that I even thought of horrible things, to do horrible things to myself, because it was not only the headache, I was also in one of my episodes of depression, anxiety and very strong stress, maybe that's what triggered everything.
I was super irritable these days, I did not want anyone to talk to me or bother me, I could not even bend down without feeling that they were sticking a knife in my head, nausea, dizziness and even general malaise. In the few moments when I felt good I took advantage of doing things I could not and in the last days I decided to take several days off, lock myself in a dark room, not to use my glasses (which was quite complicated because without them I can not see anything) and also stay away from screens like the cell phone.
Also it helped me a lot to take these pills, it did not remove the pain 100% but it helped me to relieve the symptoms a little, the problem was that I ran out of the box very quickly and when I went to buy more there were none, I had to wait a few days until I could buy them again, during those days I did not take medicine I was applying menthol cream on my temple, it is something I always do with a common headache but this time it did not have any effect, just feel a little cool the area.
And really last week was all chaos, the week where I was practically forbidden to bother or stress more than I was, things happened that seemed as if someone had put a curse on me, even my glasses broke out of nowhere and I just had to see them broken like that without complaining because if I got upset the pain was going to be immense.
Just about three days ago (I think) I felt normal and I can't lie to you, I'm afraid of it coming back and coming back stronger, so I decided to cut my hair (again hahaha) because I felt that my hair was weighing me down, by the day I cut it I still felt a little pain, the crazy thing was that after I cut it it hurt less, I love cutting my hair, I'm really not afraid of change.
Migraine is quite common, I looked for some recommendations on the internet and I was very shocked with the amount of people I saw complaining about these strong pains, it is difficult to make the decision to lock yourself in a room with nothing to do just to avoid more pain, having so many things to do at home and my son's school, but my husband helped me with those things.
I have this right now so I can relate. It's not even going away. I feel a pulsating feeling 24*7 these days.